Last night I laid in bed and did a very in depth process of forgiveness.
Resentment
is often mis aligned and we blame others for our feelings of being mistreated.
I didn't plan to do the process it just happen on its own.
I want to
share a short part of my experience:
I was praying for people
to come into my life. People whom I am to serve and people that will help me
along my journey.
All of the
sudden a familiar face appeared. A man whom was my very best friend at one
point. It had been years since we spoke and since our falling out I had
numerous unconscious feelings of resentment toward him. I felt mistreated.
Last night I
finally saw it from a different angle. I had finally stepped into the light of
truth. The falling out was because of me.
It was all in
my hay day. Too much of an ego, too many drugs, and far too much alcohol.
It's safe to
say I let a solid friendship go to the wasteland because I was
"WASTED".
The
fascinating part is I mentally began writing my once close friend a letter of
acceptance of my actions. I felt relived and comforted as I was working through
a deep process of inner forgiveness.
I learned
inner forgiveness from an incredible mentor Darren Little in 2012. I remember the night vividly as I had a monumental
awakening.
Last night I
went on a long journey as over 5 people came into my minds eyes whom I felt a
similar situation happened. In the moment of light and inner truth I could no
longer find the egos justification of they did to me. I only saw how I acted
and how of acted.
The act of
forgiveness is beyond just powerful it is instrumental in our ability to
transform and become whole.
Power is in
the acceptance of truth. Truth will never come with blame, conflict, arguing,
or complaining. I've been guilty of all.....
I feel more
free and alive today than ever.
Its time to Heal Happiness Energy Abundance Love
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